Cartwheels

"I feel like an 83 year old who wants to do cartwheels across the lawn".   Such was the response of one person to last week's Touching the Cloak day at Shallowford House.  For others, there were tears, born out of strong emotions.  But there was also healing, the evident touch of Jesus, and a deep, permeating peace.  It was a privilege to lead the day and I extend huge thanks to all who support my  ministry and who underpinned the day with their prayers.



Sculpure by Angela Johnson

My main meditations were woven around an extended poem on the intertwined healings of the woman with bleeding and the daughter of Jairus.  You can see a short extract from the poem on my poetry page.

I will be leading a similar event at Holy Trinity Church, Meir, on June 15th.  And for any who would like to go deeper still, I am offering a Touching the Cloak Retreat at Penhurst Retreat Centre in early July.

More and more I find I understand in a new way the significance of Jesus' words to his disciples, "Come away with me, to a quiet place".  It is the greatest privilege to lead people into quiet imaginative contemplation with the scriptures and to see the transformation and healing that can flow.

So please, give thanks for a successful John Young Foundation Quiet Day.  

Please pray for me now as I finalise preparations for the Meir quiet day and the Penhurst retreat; and as I then settle into an extended period of new writing.    Pray too for the life and ministry of Mary Fleeson, who will in due course be working on illustrations for my new book.

Thank you.

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Easter News

Thank you to all who have been holding me in prayer.  I've had a very busy six weeks, with a good dose of the winter bugs thrown in for good measure.  And all has gone well, with the exception of the Penhurst retreat, which unfortunately had to be cancelled due to the snowy travel conditions. For those of you who missed putting it in the diary first time round, I shall now be offering this healing retreat at Penhurst on July 8th-10th.  I'd love to see you there!

I have been fortunate to be blessed and inspired by several recent events.  At the Windermere Centre's 'Visual Bible Retreat' a small group of us were enabled to go deeply into the heart of the passion narratives - a powerful and moving experience.  A little while later, at Harnhill, it was a privilege to be able to learn from and share experiences of healing with Alison Morgan.  And, very recently, I have again been blessed and inspired by the beautiful Holy Week Reflections in churches in Stafford.  My thanks and prayers are with all those who facilitated those events.

I continue to be in discussions with BRF about the possibility of publishing a new book with them.  It would be brilliant to work in partnership with such a quality Christian publisher. Please hold this in your prayers and pray that BRF would offer me a contract.  And watch this space   ...

I am now taking a few weeks off to rest and  deal with some domestic issues.  After that, at the end of April, I'll be attending the Christian Resources Together Retreat, where I hope to 'bump into the right people' to take various projects forward.  Please pray for the right connections to be made at that event.

And for those of you living local to me, I am leading a Quiet Day at Shallowford House on May 16th.  Bookings can be made through the John Young Foundation.  We shall be reflecting with the healing scriptures and all are welcome.

Thank you for your continuing interest and support.

Finally   ...   as I write this, it's Good Friday - that dark day before the dawning of the greatest ever promise.  I wish you all a blessed and Christ-filled Easter, full of resurrection hope and the knowledge that the risen Jesus is with us always.

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A Busy Diary

A busy but exciting diary now lies before me, as we head towards the celebration of Easter.  Your sustaining prayers would be appreciated through this time.

After a couple of interesting learning events, I will be preparing to lead a retreat at Penhurst retreat centre.  The theme of the retreat will be Touching the Cloak: Journeying Towards Healing Through Imaginative Contemplation.  The last time I led this event, almost every member of the group received significant healing, in two cases resulting in cancelled operations. This response always humbles me deeply and I look forward hugely to seeing what God might accomplish at Penhurst.  Please underpin this retreat with prayer: for inspired preparations, for those who will attend, and for a strong outpouring of the Holy Spirit.  Please also pray for protection on me - I am fast learning that such events often stir up strong spiritual opposition.

I have two events in the diary before Penhurst.  Firstly, I'll be attending Elizabeth Gray-King's 'Visual Bible' retreat at Windermere, exploring ways of engaging with bible texts in visual ways.  This is close to my own retreat-leading heart, and I look forward to learning from and being inspired by Elizabeth.   Please pray for rich blessings on this retreat, and pray for Elizabeth as she leads it.

And then, to my other great love! Following Windermere, I'll be spending time at the Harnhill Centre, taking the opportunity to learn more about healing from the very gifted and experienced Alison Morgan, on her course 'Shalom: The Meaning and Music of Healing'.   Please pray that this event will help me to increase my wisdom in facilitating healing.

Finally, in early March I'll be taking the opportunity to have a focussed talk with a publisher (Naomi Starkey of BRF) at the ACW Writers' Day.  Several writing projects are burning on my heart right now and to be able to interest a mainstream publisher in them would be great.  Please pray for a constructive conversation with Naomi.

Every person in Christian ministry, at whatever level, is empowered primarily through prayer underpinning, and I am very aware that, in praying for me, you play a significant part in my ministry.  So thank you and God bless you.  Please keep the prayers coming!

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Happy New Year

 I find it fascinating that New Year's Eve is just one day out of 365, and yet it can potentially be a real watershed in our lives. It's a time to review the year that has passed. A time to take stock. And a time to look forward with hope. This is especially true in the northern hemisphere, where the date falls in the shortest, darkest days of the year and we look forward with hope to longer, brighter days and (eventually) the joys of spring.

 

It's a watershed.  And it can be a kairos time.  So let's celebrate all that's been good about the last year, make peace with all that wasn't so good, and look forward with hope to 2013.

And what of New Year's resolutions?  Will you be making one?  Mine is: to allow more of  Jesus, who is in me, to live through me   ...   not by 'trying harder' to be like him (for he is already in each one of us)   ...   but by asking the Holy Spirit to help me surrender to that possibility and to strip away all that holds me back from letting it happen. 

"Jesus, live through me" will be my New Year prayer. 

How about you?

Happy New Year to all my readers: may the grace of God be with you in all that lies ahead.

Gathered Around a Manger

Gathered around a manger, high on a Cumbrian hillside, in a barn lit only by flickering torches, the truth of the stark reality of the birth - and death - of Jesus came alive for me this week.  Along with fellow travellers on the Windermere Centre Advent Retreat, seated on straw bales, surrounded by muffled sounds and pungent scents of cattle stirring, I was privileged to share in a most moving silent communion. The bread, reminding us of the Bread of Life, rested in the manger, swaddled in a simple white cloth   ...  and as the wine was poured, it dripped over a simple wooden cross and crown of thorns beside the feeding trough.  The setting was atmospheric, the symbolism profound. 

The truth of the Christmas story, and its full realisation in the Easter story, has never before impacted me so powerfully.

As we inevitably race headlong towards Christmas, in the busyness of the coming days, may we all have 'Advent Moments'   ...   spaces to pause and to pray ...  and to ponder the wonder and truth and incredible beauty of the incarnation.

If you are seeking some simple advent reflections, I have recently added some to my poetry pages.

May God bless and sustain you all at this Christmas time. 



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Autumn Leaves

 

 

As the autumn leaves put on fabulous displays of colour, here in the UK, I am reminded of creation's in-built rhythms of rest.  The leaves change colour as the trees prepare for winter rest.  And we too will have natural seasons when we need to rest, in order to be more fruitful in a future season.

I am now well rested after a much longer than expected sabbatical.  It has been easy, at times, to feel 'guilty' at a sense of 'doing nothing' during this time   ...   but, on reflection, how can "giving oneself the opportunity to heal" and "going deeper into prayer" be classed as nothing?  I know it has all been preparation for what is to come.

Thank you to the many people, know and unknown, who have supported me prayerfully, financially and in many other ways thoughout this time.  You have helped me more than you know.

I am beginning to consider retreat leading invitations for next year, but hope to concentrate primarily on writing new materials for publication.  I recently saw the early drafts of the artwork for my new book, Deeper, and I am thrilled.  Mary Fleeson is doing a beautiful job and it is a huge privilege to be working together on this.  We are aiming for publication in autumn 2013.  Please pray for Mary, both in her own ministry and in this specific collaboration.

Healthwise, I am now undergoing some intensive treatment for my lymphatic system.  This is expected to continue weekly for approximately 6 months.  Already, there are positive indications, but the regular treatments leave my body feeling exhausted, so I will be continuing to go gently during this period.  Please pray that my body will continue to respond well and that my energy will soon return.

Once again, thank you all for your continuing interest in my ministry.  

May God be with you all.

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An Online Shop

I'm pleased to share with you that you can now buy my books and cards directly from the link on the top right of this page.  At last I have an online shop! Please do point potential customers to this link.  I look forward to receiving lots of orders!

Many thanks to you all for your prayerful support in recent times.  I'm happy to report that my health is now much restored. When I look back over the last nine months, quoting Dickens, 'It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.'  But it has brought me to a place of unexpected blessings. When there was no other way to heal, there was nothing to do but to go deeper into God.   My ill-health forced me to evaluate whether I was living in the most appropriate way to enable my ministry.  And the Retreat Association Conference proved to be a kairos time in my thinking.  As a result, I have now settled into quiet contemplative rhythms which are helping me, as a friend prayed recently, to 'grow strong in the Lord'.

I shall be continuing to take Sabbath time whilst I consolidate these rhythms and try to discern what God calls me to next. Please pray for protection on this special time, for sustained good health and for the gift of discernment and wisdom to know when to step back into ministry.  Creative writing is starting to flow again and I am confident that further time in quiet prayer and reflective reading will bear fruit in future days.

I will be making myself available to lead a limited number of retreats in 2013.

My thanks again for your continuing support.

May the Lord meet you in all of your needs, whatever they may be.

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